by Grant McGee
I’ve been
meaning to write a nice letter to the country singer Alan Jackson for a while
now.
It would be
just a fan letter, letting him know how I think he has been blessed with a
great songwriting talent.
I thought
about writing that letter when I first heard his song “Where Were You (When the
World Stopped Turning).”
Jackson has
written a lot of good songs, but to me, “Where Were You…” captures the essence
of the first initial feeling many of us probably felt as the events of
September 11, 2001 unfolded.
“Where were you when the world
stopped turning that September day.”
Where were you?
I was living in Bisbee, Arizona. I had two dogs, I walked them every
morning before I went to work in Tombstone.
As I came back to my house a neighbor stuck her head out her door.
“Check out the TV, a plane just hit the World Trade Center.”
Inside the house as I stood in front of the television wondering how a
passenger jet could be so far off course and hit the building, a second plane
hit.
“This is no accident,” I said out loud.
I was stunned.
“Did you stand there in shock at
the sight of
That black smoke rising against
that blue sky.”
We all know the rest: the
incredible tragedy, the collapsing of the twin towers, the ominous cloud of
dust raging down the concrete canyons of New York, the crash at the Pentagon,
the crash in western Pennsylvania.
I couldn’t get enough news that day.
There was no television at work.
I left the radio on, tuned in to a Tucson station. I felt like I was moving through
molasses. A co-worker stayed away from
my office, she didn’t want to hear what was going on, she didn’t want to know
any more than she did.
The boss walked in and wanted to know why we were behind schedule.
“The planes, the World Trade Center,” I said.
“Oh, THAT,” she said. “That
doesn’t affect us, what’s the problem.”
“Someone has attacked our homeland,” I said, verging on getting
outwardly angry over her incredible indifference.
“This will be taken care of, it doesn’t affect us, now let’s pick up
the pace here.”
Unprecedented things kept
happening: All air traffic in the United
States was grounded, the New York Stock Exchange would be closed the next day.
The next day I found a swatch of
black fabric and wrapped it around my left bicep. I couldn’t see just going about my business
as if nothing happened. I felt something
deep and jarring inside as it was revealed that our homeland had been
deliberately and maliciously attacked.
Tombstone is a tourist town, so
American flags were a common sale item in the shops there. I bought one for my car. It was the last one in this particular store.
“There was a barrelful of those
yesterday,” said the store worker.
We all know the rest of the story
from that day and the days…weeks…months…years afterward.
On a bus to Little Rock, Arkansas
the following spring I sat beside a Marine Corps sniper. He told me about his work, why he thought he
had the best job in the world.
“So you’re on your way to
Afghanistan?” I asked.
“No, home on leave, then we’re
off,” but he declined to say to where.
“So where were you on September
11?”
“We were in Okinawa, we stood there
in front of the television for about two hours, none of us saying much,” he
said. “Then one by one we walked to our
bunks and started packing. We were sure
we were going somewhere.
“Then our commanding officer came
in and told us to unpack, he understood our feelings but they had other plans
for us, we ended up going to the Philippines.
“I wish we’d gone right after them
instead,” he said, looking out the window.
I thought about how differently
I’ve felt about this aggression as opposed to the big war of my youth, the
Vietnam War. How different things would
have been had the Viet Cong caused such destruction upon the American homeland.
“Where were you when the world
stopped turning that September day.”
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